sth sad happened tis morning. got a call at 7am. it woke me up. i answered but he ended e call when i said "hello". called him back he rejected. sth is not right. went back to slp but couldnt slp really well. 8am. he called again. told me wat happened. he sounded calm but i could tell wats going on in his mind. i was kinda shocked. didnt noe wat to say.
couldnt slp after tat so mapled for 10 mins, bathed n went tp library study wif boon, jawn n ricky.
went to his hse after tat. his eyes were rather red. damn.. i didnt noe wat to say.. i jus told him to take care. y m i so stupid...