feeling pretty fucked up lately... get fustrated at the slightest things. i realised this has been a bad year cus bad things happened more often than good ones. things which make me really sad, mad, and stressful.
maybe it is usual when the matriach is gone, there will be some people who will go to extreme lengths to demand respect and try to control everyone else. childish behaviour from a grown up. crazy people who dun know how to keep their fucking mouths shut. intimidation using his Da ge... gangsters? SO!? it takes 1 police report, 3 PPOs, 1 court appearance to shut 2 people up. bloody bugger was fortunate the counsel dismissed tat threat as hear say...
hope more good things come soon. cus these few months have been really depressing.
